When did I ever stop..

...Writing or caring about things that really matter.

Time flies by as you know it and feel it every passing day. What about your relationships though? Do they stay with you forever and ever or do they just make a stop in your life and then just pass away like the other small things? Friendships, love relationships, parent relationships... you name it, do they last forever? Or simply put, can it last forever?

Everyone wants to have "the perfect relationship" right? Everyone is like "It is out there, I know." Well to be perfectly honest, it's so not. Because "a perfect relationship" doesn't exists. Even if you think it does, it just doesn't. And deep down inside, you know it is so true that it hurts your soul. So if the fact is out there, looking at you right in the face... Why do we still keep trying to find that "perfection". Even though it doesn't exist people just like to keep trying or simply wants to get hurt by knowing what really is out there.

Why do we simply push "good" things away even though we know it really is "good" but not that "pretty". And I simply get cramps just thinking about it. Why is it so important? Who made these rules, who are these people... and yet what were they thinking? Who decides and worst of all judges, whats best for you? And how do we follow what they think its best?

And if you ever find "it" how do you exactly know... how do you figure? and how do you accept that feeling deep inside your soul? If it seems so unreal and so untrue.. how would you believe that it is "it" ?